Sat
Feb
7
guilt
fuck life. why do i feel so fucking guilty over this? what did i do wrong? no one wants me around, i go, suddenly everyone acts like im a horrible person for being unwanted?? suddenly its me abandoning them and not them abandoning me? testing bonds and finding there weren’t any at all??
im fucked up.
fuck my life, just fuck it. im just going to curl up into a ball and sleep my life away. fuck.
